so, im kay. qpoc. cis (she/her/hers). I do a lot of crying. depressed and anxious.

a personal blog really. but im not even kidding myself anymore, this is mostly hockey than anything.

1) pens 2) habs.

sometimes other teams, idk man

I always try and tag anything I think will be triggery, but if I'm not tagging what you need, you can ask me to and I will



someone played an lcd soundsystem song over a miles davis trumpet solo and i think i feel alive for the first time in my life

*mouth hangs open for eternity*

i feel like this is long overdue, so i just wanted to make a follow forever of all of my favorite hockey blogs. not all of them are mutuals, and a lot of them i haven’t really talked to, but i tend to quietly fawn over how wonderful they all are on a regular basis whether they know it or not. they’re some pretty wonderful, adorable, and talented people

allpuckedup, captainfantoewstic, captainjontoewsdarthtulip, doesntmaattafleetcaptain, fourthline, fucale, girouxes, glovehand, haloforsamhossprey, jonthantoews, jonthanquickkanerd, kneesntoewsmalkinisms, marcuskruger, patricksharps, peeksy, peekaabooprince-toews, puckbutts, sheercompulsion, steegsnstaals, sirtoews, teuvoteravainenstiptoews, toewscrosby


happy birthday doesntmaatta!!! i know i’m super late but i made a thing, saved it as a draft and accidentally deleted it instead of posting it but wow happy birthday kay! you’re a beautiful, strong, hilarious, amazing young woman and i’m so glad i can call you my friend. thank you for being awesome and all of that. may you always traumatize with your graphic tags and send me dms at 3am asking for my thoughts on eric staal’s thighs. that’s the true meaning of friendship. 


A young Mads Eller hugs his older brother, Lars Eller, after Lars got drafted 13th overall by St. Louis Blues in the 2007 NHL Entry Draft. (x)


I’ve got 99 problems and 98 of them can be attributed to poor time management and self control.